A cycle

There seems to be a tremendous cycle I’m working through. I’m finding that there are waves of encouragement that come my way, but they are accompanied by waves of doubt. I feel like Elijah after Carmel… Let the birds come and feed me, but I’ll still question what’s going on.

I was so encouraged by reading Acts 4, specifically through verses 29 and 30. As I’ve said repeatedly over the last… Year?, I want to be found faithful. I long to hear those wonderful words, “Well done, good and faithful servant.”. But I find that some wounds are still fresh, even if they are 10 years old. What I love, what I cling to, is the wonderfully truth that He is sovereign. H saw all that was and is and It’s all a part of his plan. My prayer, like the disciple’s, is for courage to be a part of His plan, and to follow.

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